You Are Royalty

But you are a chosen people,
a royal priesthood, a holy nation,
God's special possession,
that you may declare the praises of him
who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light.

Psalm of Antoaneta

 

 

"PSALMS OF ANTOANETA "

Come, listen to my Music and reason with me.

 

 I Live the Life of Christ and I do my Father's will.... I share all He has given me with all freely, so those who receive the treasures that I give them may be rich and may be made one with God, because to receive the treasures that I give is to receive Everlasting Life, for the treasures that I share are the Word He has given me, the Word He sent to reconcile sinners with Himself....

 

 

 

 

 

The Bride in the Desert

 


 

(A Psalm of Antoaneta)

 

Look at her the desert Bride,

so beautiful, so kind, her apparel modest,

her great beauty hidden coming from her heart,

her voice gentle, giving You glory my God...

 

Look at her, the Bride of Christ,

look at her my Father and my God.

 

Look at her Your Bride,

look at her in the desert walking.

She hungers, and she thirsts at times,

but she never raises her voice, to murmur and complain.

 

Look at her, walking more beautiful then ever,

adorn in Your glory.

Look at her, she never seeks for riches

because she is rich in You O Lord.

Look at her she is so beautiful...

 

Her lips are dry, but her soul is full with Your Love.

She walks and her strength comes from You.

She often sits down and lifts up her thin hands toward heaven,

her fingers trembling, her eyes full of hope gazing at You,

her spirit strong, because of Your Holy presence.

 

She never begs for bread, she never seeks

for the riches of the kingdoms of this world, which will perish.

Look at her walking in the desert.

You hear her singing and her voice

carries throughout all the nations.

 

When she sings, she sings to You,

and the melodies and the words come from You, her Husband,

the melodies so pure, no men has ever heard before,

nor has she ever heard them Holy Father,

because no men has ever written such music,

because this music comes from heaven,

this music is holy, because it comes

from the chambers of Your loving heart.

 

Look at her, Your Bride, more beautiful than ever,

radiating Your Love and Your glory.

She doesn't bow before idols,

she never bows before the king of this world,

she never gives him glory,

because she has everything my Lord.

 

Look ate her, walking tall.

 

The storms of the world do not overtake her,

nor the temptations of earthly possessions tempt her,

the riches of this world had turned to dust

and she trampled them under her feet.

 

Look how beautiful are the feet of Your Bride,

walking in the desert and preaching Your Gospel.

 

Her voice caries, her voice is heard and no one

can make her stop singing.

She sings about Your Love, she sings about Your mercy,

and everyone who hears the words coming from her lips

falls in love with You forever.

 

She walks in the power of Your might, Majestic Savior.

Her robe is white, without a wrinkle,

without a spot, her apparel is like the sun,

the Light that comes from her draws the nations

to the beauty You have given her,

the beauty of the treasures of her heart.

 

Look at her, You glorious Bride,

walking more beautiful then ever,

feeding the world with Your Word,

giving the Bread of Life to the poor,

giving Living Water to the thirsty,

so they may live forever.

 

Look at Your Bride, walking,

her eyes full of hope,

her eyes full of Love for all the nations

regardless of their color or the tongue they speak,

regardless of the rank they have.

 

Look at her Your Bride,

glorified by You walking

in the deserted places of this world,

where Your Love no men has heard of.

 

She walks lead by Your Holy Spirit who teaches her all things,

she hears Your voice and her heart is glad,

when You rejoice over her with singing.

 

Look ate her Your Bride, isn't she glorious?

 

The smile on her fragile face reminds me of Your heavens,

the warmth of her bosom, reminds me of You Lord Jesus,

she picks up the orphans and she caries them on her bosom,

she helps the widows and she gives hope to the hopeless...

 

Look at You Bride, more beautiful than ever.

 

Sweet fragrance comes when she walks by,

but her fragrance is not sweet to all,

it is a fragrance of death my Lord to some whose hearts are bitter,

full of unforgivness, just like as stone.

 

They take their stony hearts and throw them at her,

trying to stone her because the words coming out of her mouth

convicts them of sin, her words are death to them,

because their deeds are evil

and they hate the Light that comes out of her.

 

The Light of God that is Truth, and the Light of God that is Love,

the Love that brings to godly repentance.

 

Your Bride is hated by those

who will never receive You my Lord and my God.

But she walks, she hurts because of the hardness of their heart,

but she knows, she understands, she doesn't judge them

nor does she condemns them,

because You are the only Righteous Judge,

and it is You who judges the world.

 

She Loves them, she cries for her enemies to You,

and You collect her precious tears in a bottle,

just like many precious jewels...

 

She bleeds, caring her cross, hated by the passersby,

the crown she wares is the crown You wore

when they lead You to be crucified.

 

They hated You first, so they hate her, the Bride of Christ,

the Bride crying in the wilderness:

"The kingdom of God is at hand! Repent and believe in the Gospel!"

 

Look at her, Your bride, hurting, bleeding, hated by all,

for no one is seeking after Your heart my Holy Father.

 

Your riches only she can see,

Your riches and Your Love only she knows,

the one You chose for Yourself

from before the foundation of the World.

 

Your Glorious Bride, the Bride of Christ walking in the desert,

and crying unto You day and night:

"Father, forgive them for they know not what they do!"

 

Look at her my Lord, look at her,

caring her cross and praising Your name through her tears...

...and the ones whom You have called to be holy unto You,

believe in You and they repent and they become one with her,

they become one with You.

 

Look at her Your Bride, more beautiful than ever.

Look at her, look at me, my Husband.

O How much I Love you!

Hallelujah!

 

You gave me the desires of my heart

while I was in the desert,

hungry and thirsty for Your Love.

You gave me Yourself.

And because if it, now You and I are One

and that is forever my Glorious King

my Glorious Husband!

My Lord and my God, Jesus Christ!

Hallelujah!

 

Look at me, Your Bride,

the one You gave Your Life for.


 

My Religion is LOVE

 

 

 
 
 
(A Psalm of Antoaneta)

My religion is Love, 
washed in the blood of the Lamb, 
my religion is peace, 
peace coming from the heavens 
of the glory of the heart of God, 
my religion is wisdom, 
the wisdom 
reigning from the truth of God 
that justified me 
when He came in me 
and clothed me with His righteousness 
so I may rest from every work 
my carnal mind so longs 
to justify itself with. 

Naked from lies 
and bare feet from all hatred, 
the hatred coming 
when a man decides to trap me in 
when lead by his deceitfulness for riches 
and earthly love and wisdom 
which will perish soon. 

I walk into the world 
looking at the faces of the ones who cry 
because someone had placed them 
under yokes of words 
which keep them in the darkness of their mind. 

I tasted death and bitter are her lips, 
I tasted rapes, 
the rapes of men 
who came to steal the word of God He gave me, 
I fell seven times 
and great was the shame 
I felt deep within the very soul 
which cried to Him my Lord, my God,
my Father and my Savior. 

I cried, 
and He the Merciful 
did lift me up 
and held me with His arms, 
as the tears of my sorrow 
washed His bosom. 

I hurt, 
but He can heal me, 
so I patiently await 
the second of His word to manifest in me, 
I cry, 
but precious are the tears
that He places in a bottle, 
for my tears are 
in the Book of Life I live in. 

My name is written in His heavens 
and death has lost her power over me, 
the Lord, 
the Christ Himself had come in me 
to make me His, 
not because I did the deeds so great 
to deserve His glorious redemption, 
but because He lies not 
and every drop of blood He shed 
was meant for me 
and all who call upon 
the Blessed forever Savior. 

So if you walk in bondage or religion 
and the images you see with blurry eyes you doubt, 
because another men 
came to preach another god to you , 
I say repent my friend 
for the kingdom of the God of gods is near 
and only what you need 
is to believe 
that Jesus Christ had done it all 
for you and me.

02. 06. 2010
12: 51 p. m.
Sunday

 

 

You are not just an Image

 

 

 

 

You are not just and image

 

(A Psalm of Antoaneta)

 

You are not just an image 

I can paint on canvas 

so all who see You may believe, 

You are not just a god 

I can carry in my hands and take You places, 

so I can bow before Your feet to worship You my King, 

You are not just a man who can lie 

when You make a promise, 

so I may just forsake You 

when the words You spoke 

did not come to pass. 

 

There is no men 

who has seen You in the vision 

and who has walked away from You, 

the only everlasting Love and Life. 

 

I know You for my self, 

and the way I know You 

words are too poor to describe,

I Love You with my soul 

and the Love I feel for You is everlasting, 

You came in me to make me Yours 

so I may sing the songs 

You place within my heart, 

the songs I sing to nations 

who are walking in the darkness, 

the nations which will perish 

lest they repent and believe 

the words You speak through me. 

 

In You I know no darkness, 

in You I know not fear that consumes, 

in You death is never to be found,

because You are Life, 

the Life I live is You, 

the Christ who came in me!

 

I will seek You ...

 

 
 
 
 
I will seek You with all of my heat not only for myself...

(A Psalm of Antoaneta)

Every time I hear music I think of You,
every time I see the clouds I let them take me to You,
so I may walk with You, and listen to Your gentle voice.
Every time I hear the roar of the oceans and the waterfalls,
I think how Powerful You are, to create such awesome Universe
and the Sun and the Moon and the stars.

I think about the souls You so skilfully created
in Your image and Your likeness, beautiful and glorious,
so many people You created to know You.

But my grates joy comes from the truth,
that regardless of our sinful nature,
You made a way to come and reconcile us unto Yourself,
though Your Son Jesus Christ, my Holy Righteous Father.

My soul sings to You, my heart worships You,
every breath that comes from my lungs
is a sign of Your everlasting, endless Love,
every thought that comes from my new mind,
the mind of Christ is a token that I am born of You my God.

It is good to be alive, it is good to know You,
and that there is Life everlasting, Life of glory,
peace and holiness,
Life of obedience to Your Word,
Life I embrace with my whole being,
and I thank You Father God!

Life only my born of You spirit can describe.
My soul quieted and humbled by Your wisdom,
listens to learn the mysteries of your kingdom my God.
My soul awaits for for the return of Your Son Jesus,
I am ready Father God, I am ready to come back home,
but until then, do Your works through me,
do Your pleasure through me, and let Your will be done,
for Your will is the reason I know You, and Your will is perfect,
Your will for me is to be like Jesus and to know You!
Just the way You are! Glorious, Loving, Majestic and Divine,
full of mercy and grace, forgiving and kind!

You are the Only True God and I will worship You
in Spirit and in Truth, because You gave me Yourself,
You gave me souls to win for Your glory!
Yes, I will seek You with all of my heart,
because You said that if I seek You with all of my heart,
You shall be found, and I want to find You not only for myself,
but for the Lost who do not know You.
I want them to see Your reflection in me,
I want them to feel Your Love through me,
I want them to see my works and give You all the glory!

This is why I live, I live to know You the Only True God
and Jesus Christ whom You sent.

My Everlasting Life in Jesus, I want to share
with the captives in the dark and sinful world.
If I can give them my heart so they may feel Your love,
I would gladly do it, if I can let them see the heavens
through my eyes I would gladly give my eyes,
the heavens You opened for me to behold Your glory.

Please, my Holy Father give me the words to speak to them,
so their eyes may be open forever,
give me all I need and draw them unto Yourself,
by Your Gentle Holy Spirit, draw them Lord God,
Your lost beloved children.

Draw all men unto Yourself, draw them with Your Holy Spirit,
draw them and pour out Your Love in to their hearts,
so they may worship You in Spirit and in Truth,
and fallow the steps of Jesus!
You know all things and You can do all things,
my Lord, my Father and my God.
Your kingdom come, Your will be done
on earth as it is in heaven...
Save the lost, so we may worship You forever.
Yours is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever!

Hallelujah!  

 

Your Anointing runs over ...

 
 
 
 
"Your Anointing runs over!" 
Humbled by the Master 

( A Psalm of Antoaneta) 

Just as the branch of the vine awaits 
to be pruned by the vine dressor's hand, 
I await to be pruned by You my Father 
so I may bare much fruit. 
Just as the diamond exposed to the sun light 
I await to be polished by You, so I may shine 
and radiate Your glory! 
Just as the clay in the ground awaits 
to be placed on the potters wheel 
and to be molded to perfection, 
by the hands of the potter 
I await to be molded by Your hands, 
to the vessel of honorYou desire ,s 
o You may feel me with Your power 
and use me where and whenever, 
You need me my Lord! 

Just as the gold awaits to be purified in the fire 
I await for You the Gold Smith, 
to put me through the fire 
and turn the fire up and take all out of me, 
that is not of You, 
till You see Your reflection in me 
and make me the jewel on Your hand! 

I await! I await! I await! 
I am patient! I am humble! 
Because I know that only the humble, 
can be taught by You. 

Just as the seek awaits on it's bed, 
to be healed by the Healers hand, 
I await, 
so You may heal my broken heart 
and I may love with Your love, 
so You may heal my lungs and I will be able 
to breath the Breath of Life and live, 
so You may heal my arms 
that have been broken sins birth 
and I may heal the sick one day, 
so You may heal my legs, 
that have withered from waiting 
to be healed by You 
and lead in the ways that I should go. 

My eyes are blind, 
because of the dark World I lived in, 
and even after I came to You, 
my eyes sight was still blurry 
because the real Light, was hid from me, 
before I aw You! 

And my ears can not hear, 
the way You want 
Your children to hear Your voice, 
because I was deceived 
by the doctrines of demons, 
preached in the synagogues of satan, 
the one came and promised me things, 
using Your Word 
twisting it and perverting it, 
trying to deceive even the elect 
and many shepherds left me, 
crying in the wilderness, 
crying in fear and agony scared of death, 
but You were right there, 
yet I chose to kill myself 
and jump from that canyon 
unto the bottomless pit 
because I was hurting and I felt all alone, 
but You stretched out Your arm 
and rescued 
me before Death swallowed me forever, 
and there was love, 
and life and truth no more! 

You are the Way! 
But I did not know You 
until You humbled me, 
until You saw that You could not give me, 
more than I could bare, 
until I was hindered enough, 
and I had fruit enough 
to share with the lost in darkness souls! 

You made me Your testimony! 
A testimony of grace, 
forgiveness, and truth! 

You humbled me first. 
You stripped me of my pride, 
You lead me to the point where I hated my life 
and nothing, nothing mattered. 

You lead me to the place, 
where all the kingdoms of this world 
and all of their glory meant nothing to me, 
and they became dust 
and I trampled them 
under my feet for Your glory, 
and I saw that the riches of this world, 
had perished forever for me! 

But I was rich because of the faith 
as little as a mustard seed, 
the faith that You gave me as a little girl. 

The faith You Holy Father 
gave me to believe 
in a distant kingdom, 
that no men had ever seen, 
when You gave me the faith to believe 
in the Prince who was coming 
to save me 
to take me to His kingdom one day, 
because He loved me 
and He wanted to marry me, 
and make me His! 

You gave me the faith to believe, 
that there was life after death, 
that there was joy instead of sorrow, 
that there was true love 
somewhere, 
deep in the chambers of my heart! 

Yes I was able to love even my enemies, 
despite of the pain they caused me. 
I was able to forgive them 
before they asked me to forgive. 

I wanted to justify them 
even tho their deeds were evil 
and instead of love they gave me hate, 
and instead of clean water, 
they gave me poison to drink, 
instead of bread, 
they gave me stones to eat, 
instead of wings to fly, 
they chained me down 
in a dark prison and locked the doors, 
and place me under their yoke 
of brutal lies and told me, 
that I was going to die in my sins! 

But You my Savior proved them all wrong! 
You my Lord and my God did not think so! 
Because the thoughts You thought of me, 
were thoughts of peace and not of evil, 
to give me future and expected end! 
You knew me and You loved, 
from before the foundations of the world! 
You called me Yours! 
You called me Your beloved! 
You called me Your royal priesthood! 
You called me Your child! 

You spoke light unto the darkness 
and there was light in my life, 
You spoke life to my dry bones 
and rose me from the dead forever, 
You gave me Your very breath to breathe, 
You gave me Your Life to live! 

A life of everlasting glory, love and peace, 
Your life of righteousness 
and wisdom from above. 

You humbled Yourself 
and became of no reputation 
and died on my place for my sins, 
so when the day came I may know 
how to die to myself 
with You on the cross, 
so I may die to sin. 

And God rose You from the dead, 
and with You He rose me too my Lord 
so I may behold Him 
the Heavenly Father through You! 

So I may behold Him as He is! 
So I may know that He is 
the Only True God 
and that He sent You Lord Jesus Christ, 
for me and those who will believe His Word 
of Everlasting Life and Truth! 

I am humbled Heavenly Father! 
You humbled me by the life, 
death and resurrection of Your Son! 

You humbled me because I am Your child. 
Now I am waiting to be taught by You. 
I am waiting to be taught how to walk, 
how to talk, 
and how to do Your works like You, 
so You may be glorified in Your Son, 
who lives in me! 
I am humble! Here I am! 

You humbled me so I may know 
that there is no other god beside You 
and I am grateful to You my Holy Father! 
Yes! Jesus Christ is Lord! 
I bow my knees before Your throne of grace 
and I confess with my tongue 
that Jesus Christ is Lord, 
to the glory of the Father! 

I embrace Your will as mine! 
You and I are One! 

Yes! 
You and I are One! 

P.S. : I must had to learn to love You first with a love of Your child, so I may come to You to serve You! I love You Father! 
 

  

 

Love

 
 
 
 
 
Love 

(A Psalm of Antoaneta) 

What is Love 
if brings destruction to your soul, 
what is Love 
is brings tears to your eyes 
and you feel so, terribly alone, 
what is Love if hurts beyond description 
and you have no one 
to share your deepest secrets with 
and there is no one to comfort you 
and shelter you in storms? 

What is Love 
if does not teach you 
in the ways that you should go 
and bring you to the place 
of Light and bliss, 
where Life will never end 
and you will have an everlasting Friend 
to share all 
you have been blessed with from above? 

Is it true Love, 
when the sky seams too close 
suppressing your lings 
and you can not take a breath of air 
even when you gasp for Life? 

True Love 
does not seek it’s own 
and true Love comforts you 
in the greatest storm, 
true Love is present 
and no one can make you doubt 
that it is there, 
true Love 
is the Love that saves the soul 
and brings it to completion, 
true Love is everlasting, 
beautiful and kind… 

I sought for Love in loveless world, 
but love was absent, 
I sought for her in hearts of men 
who walked under the sky, 
but their love gave me nothing 
and I had nothing in return, 
because the love of men is seeking her own, 
and it is conditional, 
and who can understand it? 

Today is here, 
but tomorrow gone, 
I have no need of love 
which perishes with every storm. 

I sought for love in fame and riches, 
and I found it for a season, 
but the seasons change. 

And when I have given up on seeking 
I found it deep within, 
the Love that You my Lord 
had blessed me with 
from the day I was born again. 

I know no other Love now, 
but Your Love, 
yet at times I wonder 
what is Love 
if there is no one 
to give it to 
in the cold and painful days 
walking in the world, 
where Your Love 
is foreign to so many men. 

Love!

Love is Fire which consumes all evil, 
Love is wind which carries me 
on its wings to secret places 
where no one can make me doubt 
that true Love is forever 
and it has no end. 

You are the True Love 
all men are seeking for, 
You are the True Friend 
who is always there 
waiting men to call upon Your name, 
You are the Life 
so many do not know, 
because they love their painful, 
lonely lives 
and never let go of their shame. 

You are Love, 
the Love of felt once, 
no men can deny, 
Your Love is pure and sweet, 
sweeter them my mothers milk, 

You Love 
makes me grow in wisdom 
and brought me to Your heart, 
Your Love 
sheltered me in Your Kingdom 
which is everlasting 
and no one can destroy it Father God. 

Your Love, 
I will sing of every day You bless me with 
to walk among the living dead, 
the ones who has eyes, 
but can not see You, 
because their hearts 
are full of riches of the world 
which keep them to the dust 
hey were created of. 

I will sing 
about You peace and goodness, 
and I will sing of Life which never ends, 
the Love of Christ 
You had commanded in Your Son, 
the Lord of Glory 
who was crucified and died and rose, 
defeiting Death forever, 
so men may taste of true Love, 
the Love of God 
and be like You 
and give it to the people of the world 
and they will never be the some. 


03. 06. 10 
10: 51 a. m. 
Friday 
Central City East 

 

 

From my Heart to your Soul

 
 
 
 
From my heart to your soul 

(A Psalm of Antoaneta) 

"Dedicated to my brothers and sisters" 

Didn't He the Lord say 
to provoke one another unto good works, 
didn't He, 
give us Love for the unloved, 
those who have no ears 
to hear His Truth, 
didn't He send us to set the captives free 
from the oppression of the world, 
didn't He send us to heal the broken hearted, 
to feed the orphans and the widows 
who are in chains of men 
who've never seen His face 
and men who do not know 
what true Love is, 
because they love 
the kingdoms of this world? 

God gives to all true richs 
who seek Him with pure heart, 
He saves all who are in need of Love, 
but what is Love if not truth we speak to all, 
my dear friend, 
what is Love if not wisdom 
coming from His bosom? 

Heaven and the angels rejoice 
when men are being saved 
from the slavery of death 
and cuch excruciating darkness, 
form the cahins 
no men can see with their carnal eyes. 

Walk as Christ, 
I say to you, 
walk as Him and do the Father's will, 
only then men will see His Light, 
only then, men can see true Light, 
the Light that shines through earthen vessels, 
so He may be seen by all and glorified. 

If Christ is in us, 
we have all to give to all, 
we have a kingdom which doors are open, 
so all who are homeless in this world 
may come to His kingdom 
which will never be destroyed. 

The Love He gives us to hare is His Life, 
the Life which is everlasting 
and it is all to all He wants to give to, 
no questions asked. 

Words men peak, seeking their glory 
shelter not the crying soul, 
words men speak, 
bring not peace that no men can still, 
but countless, worthless, 
brutal wars. 

Words men speak 
divide the nations 
and divided kingdom can not stand, 
this is why 
there are so many different religions 
and gods who have no kingdoms 
to shelter the homeless, 
gods who have no hearts to love, 
no hands to embrace, 
no light to shine, 
no power to raise no one from the dead. 

God is glorified in all who seek His face, 
who seek His glory, 
who seek the lost 
who cry in agony every night and every day, 
because they have been poisoned 
with lies men spoke to them, 
because they have been deceived by other men. 

Yes it is a man's world, 
where the Love of God 
is being misunderstood by many, 
and His Love is His word 
which no one cane tame! 

Peace be with you 
as you walk in the truth of God, 
His Word which is Life for all 
who receive His Son Jesus Christ! 

Thank God for you! 


01: 18. 10 
10: 12 a. m. 

Friday  

  

 

 

The eyes of God, The eyes of Love

 

 

 

The eyes of God, the eyes of Love

(A Psalm of Antoaneta)

You taught me
how to look through the eyes of God,
You taught me
how to look through the eyes of Love
and not through eyes of pride and exaltation.

You gave me thoughts
which made me like You are,
so may know
that I am born of You.

The world had perished
among with the glory of it's kingdoms,
and the pain which caused me to stumble
while walking in it,
the glory of the mortals dimmed,
as Your Light brought me closer
to the place
so I may see You face to face
as my heart rejoiced to know
that God Loves me
even greater then Himself.

I know so little of You,
just when I was a little girl
and mam and dad taught me
how to walk and how to talk,
and how to do what was pleasing
in their sight.

I know so little of You,
yet the more I see You
the greater the wisdom becomes,
the greater the mercy,
the greater the grace,
as I grow rooted in the King
who blessed me with His kingdom,
so I may have the Life He had for me,
the moment He thought of me
to give me breath to breathe
and then eternal Life to live.

Sweet and glorious
the presence of You Father,
sweet and soothing to the soul,
I thirst not, nor do I hunger,
because I am Yours
and all You have is mine.

You lead me to place of rest in You,
You lead me to the place of bliss,
You took me to the place
of sweet salvation,
where I am in You
and You in me.

What else is to desire,
but You,
the God of gods
who gives all good gifts from above,
what else is there to desire beside You
and the souls who need the eyes to see.

Many walk without You, O Lord,
many perish forever
holding to the truth they know,
many perished walking
on the broad way that leads to destruction
and they never saw You face to face,
because of unbelief.

But You lead me to Yourself
and You set me with You
on the throne of grace,
so I may be One with You
and I may tell the nations
that God Loves them
more then they can ever think.

You are the Prince of Peace
and the Peace You give
no one can steal away from You
once they come to You
and You hold them in You mighty hands.

How sweet the glorious embrace
of Jesus Christ,
the Lord who gave His precious Life
for men who knew not the Father,
nor do they had eternal Life in Him.

How glorious the sweet breath of Love
feeling my soul with songs to You
day and night,
while walking in the world of darkness,
as You the God of gods
go before me and Your fire
destroys my enemies, O Father!

What greater Love then Yours?

What greater protection
then You watching over me,
knowing every step You
ordained for me to take?

How great the words
flowing from my heart
where the kingdom
of the King of kings has come
with such splendid,
great and awesome power!

Great You are
and greatly to be praised,
even during trials and tribulations,
even when my faith is being tasted,
how Powerful and Just You are
as I walk in You
and You in me, my God!

One I am with You,
One forever for Your glory,
for it pleased Your soul to save me
from the darkness of my mind,
as You took away the shame,
the sorrow and the bitterness
which so defiles a man.

I speak as You teach me to speak
and there is so much more I need
to learn of You my King,
I do as You command me,
so all who see me
may know that it was You
who send me to bring them
the place of rest and peace,
so they may know of You
and they may be delivered from the doubt
that You the God of gods
desire to come in them
and make them One with You
forever!

I bless the name of God,
the God who manifests in men
to justify them
and make them free from sin.

I bless the day of the Lord
when He came in me,
so I may be a witness of His power
to all who walk in darkness,
the darkness of the truth men taught them
all of their lives,
as true Peace and true Love
always escaped them,
because fear was the master
that they fallowed.

I fear not and my mind is sound,
for how can You the God who loves me
with such splendid Love
ever leave me or forsake me?

How can You the Father of my soul
lead me to a place where
I am all alone
and need to do Your works in darkness?

So I rest in You,
as You and I fly on chariots of ire,
I rest in You while the glory of the King
feels the heart of men
who are not ashamed to come to You
and to be saved.

Doubt is consumed forever
and cast into the see
the moment they see
the Lord God face to face!

I walk in You and You in me,
as majesty and splendid Love
feel the hungry and the needy,
as bliss eternal feels their stony hearts
turning them to hearts of flesh,
so they may come and praise You
for You the praise inside.

I thank You Lord for Your salvation!

The salvation of the Lord
is near to all who seek to see You.

How blessed the eyes
who see You coming in Your glory
with Your holy angels in them,
how blessed the ears who hear truth
and keep it locked within their hearts,
the promise that Christ can come in them
and make them One forever with Himself,
so the Father may be all in all,
so the Father may be glorified
as He glorifies men with Himself!

He who has ears to hear,
let him hear,
he who has eyes to see let him see!

To Live is to know You
and You are Love indeed,
O King of kings!

12. 06. 09
11: 56 a. m.

Sunday 

 

 

 

 



The eyes of God, the eyes of Love

(A Psalm of Antoaneta)

You taught me
how to look through the eyes of God,
You taught me
how to look through the eyes of Love
and not through eyes of pride and exaltation.

You gave me thoughts
which made me like You are,
so may know
that I am born of You.

The world had perished
among with the glory of it's kingdoms,
and the pain which caused me to stumble
while walking in it,
the glory of the mortals dimmed,
as Your Light brought me closer
to the place
so I may see You face to face
as my heart rejoiced to know
that God Loves me
even greater then Himself.

I know so little of You,
just when I was a little girl
and mam and dad taught me
how to walk and how to talk,
and how to do what was pleasing
in their sight.

I know so little of You,
yet the more I see You
the greater the wisdom becomes,
the greater the mercy,
the greater the grace,
as I grow rooted in the King
who blessed me with His kingdom,
so I may have the Life He had for me,
the moment He thought of me
to give me breath to breathe
and then eternal Life to live.

Sweet and glorious
the presence of You Father,
sweet and soothing to the soul,
I thirst not, nor do I hunger,
because I am Yours
and all You have is mine.

You lead me to place of rest in You,
You lead me to the place of bliss,
You took me to the place
of sweet salvation,
where I am in You
and You in me.

What else is to desire,
but You,
the God of gods
who gives all good gifts from above,
what else is there to desire beside You
and the souls who need the eyes to see.

Many walk without You, O Lord,
many perish forever
holding to the truth they know,
many perished walking
on the broad way that leads to destruction
and they never saw You face to face,
because of unbelief.

But You lead me to Yourself
and You set me with You
on the throne of grace,
so I may be One with You
and I may tell the nations
that God Loves them
more then they can ever think.

You are the Prince of Peace
and the Peace You give
no one can steal away from You
once they come to You
and You hold them in You mighty hands.

How sweet the glorious embrace
of Jesus Christ,
the Lord who gave His precious Life
for men who knew not the Father,
nor do they had eternal Life in Him.

How glorious the sweet breath of Love
feeling my soul with songs to You
day and night,
while walking in the world of darkness,
as You the God of gods
go before me and Your fire
destroys my enemies, O Father!

What greater Love then Yours?

What greater protection
then You watching over me,
knowing every step You
ordained for me to take?

How great the words
flowing from my heart
where the kingdom
of the King of kings has come
with such splendid,
great and awesome power!

Great You are
and greatly to be praised,
even during trials and tribulations,
even when my faith is being tasted,
how Powerful and Just You are
as I walk in You
and You in me, my God!

One I am with You,
One forever for Your glory,
for it pleased Your soul to save me
from the darkness of my mind,
as You took away the shame,
the sorrow and the bitterness
which so defiles a man.

I speak as You teach me to speak
and there is so much more I need
to learn of You my King,
I do as You command me,
so all who see me
may know that it was You
who send me to bring them
the place of rest and peace,
so they may know of You
and they may be delivered from the doubt
that You the God of gods
desire to come in them
and make them One with You
forever!

I bless the name of God,
the God who manifests in men
to justify them
and make them free from sin.

I bless the day of the Lord
when He came in me,
so I may be a witness of His power
to all who walk in darkness,
the darkness of the truth men taught them
all of their lives,
as true Peace and true Love
always escaped them,
because fear was the master
that they fallowed.

I fear not and my mind is sound,
for how can You the God who loves me
with such splendid Love
ever leave me or forsake me?

How can You the Father of my soul
lead me to a place where
I am all alone
and need to do Your works in darkness?

So I rest in You,
as You and I fly on chariots of ire,
I rest in You while the glory of the King
feels the heart of men
who are not ashamed to come to You
and to be saved.

Doubt is consumed forever
and cast into the see
the moment they see
the Lord God face to face!

I walk in You and You in me,
as majesty and splendid Love
feel the hungry and the needy,
as bliss eternal feels their stony hearts
turning them to hearts of flesh,
so they may come and praise You
for You the praise inside.

I thank You Lord for Your salvation!

The salvation of the Lord
is near to all who seek to see You.

How blessed the eyes
who see You coming in Your glory
with Your holy angels in them,
how blessed the ears who hear truth
and keep it locked within their hearts,
the promise that Christ can come in them
and make them One forever with Himself,
so the Father may be all in all,
so the Father may be glorified
as He glorifies men with Himself!

He who has ears to hear,
let him hear,
he who has eyes to see let him see!

To Live is to know You
and You are Love indeed,
O King of kings!

12. 06. 09
11: 56 a. m.
Sunday


The eyes of God, the eyes of Love

(A Psalm of Antoaneta)

You taught me
how to look through the eyes of God,
You taught me
how to look through the eyes of Love
and not through eyes of pride and exaltation.

You gave me thoughts
which made me like You are,
so may know
that I am born of You.

The world had perished
among with the glory of it's kingdoms,
and the pain which caused me to stumble
while walking in it,
the glory of the mortals dimmed,
as Your Light brought me closer
to the place
so I may see You face to face
as my heart rejoiced to know
that God Loves me
even greater then Himself.

I know so little of You,
just when I was a little girl
and mam and dad taught me
how to walk and how to talk,
and how to do what was pleasing
in their sight.

I know so little of You,
yet the more I see You
the greater the wisdom becomes,
the greater the mercy,
the greater the grace,
as I grow rooted in the King
who blessed me with His kingdom,
so I may have the Life He had for me,
the moment He thought of me
to give me breath to breathe
and then eternal Life to live.

Sweet and glorious
the presence of You Father,
sweet and soothing to the soul,
I thirst not, nor do I hunger,
because I am Yours
and all You have is mine.

You lead me to place of rest in You,
You lead me to the place of bliss,
You took me to the place
of sweet salvation,
where I am in You
and You in me.

What else is to desire,
but You,
the God of gods
who gives all good gifts from above,
what else is there to desire beside You
and the souls who need the eyes to see.

Many walk without You, O Lord,
many perish forever
holding to the truth they know,
many perished walking
on the broad way that leads to destruction
and they never saw You face to face,
because of unbelief.

But You lead me to Yourself
and You set me with You
on the throne of grace,
so I may be One with You
and I may tell the nations
that God Loves them
more then they can ever think.

You are the Prince of Peace
and the Peace You give
no one can steal away from You
once they come to You
and You hold them in You mighty hands.

How sweet the glorious embrace
of Jesus Christ,
the Lord who gave His precious Life
for men who knew not the Father,
nor do they had eternal Life in Him.

How glorious the sweet breath of Love
feeling my soul with songs to You
day and night,
while walking in the world of darkness,
as You the God of gods
go before me and Your fire
destroys my enemies, O Father!

What greater Love then Yours?

What greater protection
then You watching over me,
knowing every step You
ordained for me to take?

How great the words
flowing from my heart
where the kingdom
of the King of kings has come
with such splendid,
great and awesome power!

Great You are
and greatly to be praised,
even during trials and tribulations,
even when my faith is being tasted,
how Powerful and Just You are
as I walk in You
and You in me, my God!

One I am with You,
One forever for Your glory,
for it pleased Your soul to save me
from the darkness of my mind,
as You took away the shame,
the sorrow and the bitterness
which so defiles a man.

I speak as You teach me to speak
and there is so much more I need
to learn of You my King,
I do as You command me,
so all who see me
may know that it was You
who send me to bring them
the place of rest and peace,
so they may know of You
and they may be delivered from the doubt
that You the God of gods
desire to come in them
and make them One with You
forever!

I bless the name of God,
the God who manifests in men
to justify them
and make them free from sin.

I bless the day of the Lord
when He came in me,
so I may be a witness of His power
to all who walk in darkness,
the darkness of the truth men taught them
all of their lives,
as true Peace and true Love
always escaped them,
because fear was the master
that they fallowed.

I fear not and my mind is sound,
for how can You the God who loves me
with such splendid Love
ever leave me or forsake me?

How can You the Father of my soul
lead me to a place where
I am all alone
and need to do Your works in darkness?

So I rest in You,
as You and I fly on chariots of ire,
I rest in You while the glory of the King
feels the heart of men
who are not ashamed to come to You
and to be saved.

Doubt is consumed forever
and cast into the see
the moment they see
the Lord God face to face!

I walk in You and You in me,
as majesty and splendid Love
feel the hungry and the needy,
as bliss eternal feels their stony hearts
turning them to hearts of flesh,
so they may come and praise You
for You the praise inside.

I thank You Lord for Your salvation!

The salvation of the Lord
is near to all who seek to see You.

How blessed the eyes
who see You coming in Your glory
with Your holy angels in them,
how blessed the ears who hear truth
and keep it locked within their hearts,
the promise that Christ can come in them
and make them One forever with Himself,
so the Father may be all in all,
so the Father may be glorified
as He glorifies men with Himself!

He who has ears to hear,
let him hear,
he who has eyes to see let him see!

To Live is to know You
and You are Love indeed,
O King of kings!

12. 06. 09
11: 56 a. m.
Sunday

Let me be the Song You sinf today

 

 

  

 

 

Let me be the Song You sing today

 

(A Psalm of Antoaneta)

 

Let me be the song You sing, 

let me be the word You speak today, 

let me be the hands and feet of You

the One who came to indwell me, 

so You may go to hurting men today. 

 

I have no Love 

unless You give me Yours into my heart, 

I have no home 

unless I am resting in Your bosom, 

I have no kingdom, 

unless Your Kingdome comes 

on earth it is in heaven. 

 

The world is burnt with fervent heat 

and every memory of it, 

the riches and the glory of the men 

I used to listen to are gone, 

and only You 

the Giver of the very breath of Life 

within my nostrils I see in me, 

and I in You forever, 

my Father and my Best eternal Friend. 

 

You teach me as I grow 

and no one can deny that I am yours, 

I sing not because 

someone thought me songs to sing 

of the Creator, 

but because You write them in my heart, 

I walk in Light, 

because Light is who You are 

and Light forever You will be to all 

who come to You Majestic Savior! 

 

I need no one to teach me of who You are, 

I need no one to lead me to the place of peace, 

for You O Father of my soul 

translated me in heaven, 

the kingdom of Your Son of Love 

in whom I rest forever 

and I will sing the songs of Holy God 

coming in the hearts of men to manifest, 

so all who see You may believe 

that You are Lord and God 

and You commanded 

Life of peace and Love and unity forever 

in Your Son of glory Jesus Christ! 

 

I rest at last 

and awesome are the songs 

You write with Love in hearts of flesh 

of men and women who 

come to see You with a pure heart! 

 

I Love You Father, 

I Love You Lord and God, 

let me be the song You sing today

 

  

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Vessel of Your Love

 

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The vessel of Your Love 

(A Psalm of Antoaneta) 

Here I am, O Lord, 
the vessel of Your Love, 
the vessel of Your Honor, 
the vessel of Your Peace, 
I come to You, presenting my self 
to be field afresh with Your Spirit, 
anoint me, with a new anointing, 
and cleans me with the blood 
I Love so much, 
the blood You shed for me 
and every other sinner 
of this World. 

Anoint me dear Lord, 
and do as it pleases You, 
lest the souls We Love so much 
keep on serving their master, 
the one who blinded their precious eyes, 
and they never see the Light of God 
to fallow, 
and come out of darkness. 

O bless me Father 
with Your Word to speak, 
a Word in season so sweet 
to the souls of men 
who have been deceived 
by the doctrines of demons, 
this seducing lies, 
poor Eve breast fed the nations with, 
because she chose to disobey 
the God, 
whom she met face to face. 

O Father, of the souls You purify by fire, 
anoint my tongue, 
lest I speak and poison streams out of me, 
as if coming from the tongue of an asp, 
speak through the lips of clay, 
and deliver Your people, heal them, 
bless them, forgive them, 
and show them the way, 
because they are living 
in such great darkness 
that it hurts my eyes to watch. 

Look at them all, 
deceived by satan, 
listening to his voice and thinking, 
that they are obeying You instead. 

Father of Love, 
what am I if I am called by Your name, 
but don't have Your power, 
what am I, 
if I speak Your Word of healing, 
or I command demons to come out of people, 
but nothing happens, 
and the Heathens 
muck You in Your face? 

I know who You are, 
I have heard Your voice, 
I have seen and touched Your pierced hands, 
You took me on Your cross 
and You showed me what You felt for me, 
and all the nations 
who chose to believe and fallow Baal, 
and not the God who shed His precious blood 
to cleans them from their sins. 

The times are evil, 
much worst than the times 
when for four hundred years 
no men heard Your voice. 

O Father! 

Look upon us, one more time 
and let Your Spirit come 
like mighty rushing wind, 
and fall upon Your children, 
like flames of fire, 
even on them, 
who do not believe 
that there are still 
spiritual gifts and new tongues, 
let Your Spirit fall on those, 
who do not believe 
that You can heal the lepers, 
and deliver men from demons 
housing their temples. 

O Lord, 
who am I to say or do anything without You, 
and may I do anything 
without the Spirit of Truth 
who teaches me all thing. 

I hear often in my born of You spirit: 
"Your time has not yet come."; 
and I know that You teach me 
as I breath every breath on earth, 
I know You teach me even in my sleep, 
even when my carnal mind, 
at times does not believe 
that You hear me. 

But my spirit is encouraged, 
constantly, 
because my spirit speaks to You 
all the time. 

What am I, 
and what can I do, 
when I see a men possessed by demons, 
tearing his clothes, 
and I walk by him 
and bless him with the words; 
"God Loves you."; 
but I do not cast that demon out 
in Your name, 
to free the poor men 
for Your glory?! 

O I have seen so much, 
it hurts, it hurts to know, 
it hurts to see, 
it hurts to know what You have done, 
and what You can do 
and not to have Your power. 

Why do I live?... 

To see men walking in darkness 
and do nothing about it? 

Why do I live, 
to walk by those who say that, 
they believe in You, 
but after I turn my back and walk away, 
I hear demons screaming, 
tormenting their souls, 
and I keep on walking... 
...why do I Live?! 

Give me power from above, O Lord, 
I live in a city full of demon possessed people, 
full of the oppressed by satan, 
precious souls, 
I live in a World full of sin 
and souls walking to and fro, 
seeking for peace and Love, 
instead, 
they are tormented by demons. 

I look at temples every where, 
but they have no Light, 
no truth, no Life in them. 

O it hurts, worst than a billion knives, 
piercing my heart and soul to see, 
what my eyes are seeing. 

False peace and false comfort, 
even some of the elect live in, Lord, 
false anointing and wrong spirits, 
many have received, 
the spirit of the World, 
who is so easy to believe in, 
because it provides lies, 
close to the Truth and in reality, 
the riches that he offers, come from satan, 
just to keep them happy, 
and to believe that what they have, 
came from You 
while they are bowing down 
to worship mammon, 
and their eyes are shut close, 
and the Light they see will perish soon, 
because it comes 
from the kingdoms of the world 
and their glory, 
the glory of men which is dust, 
and sin, and death and security, 
and peace and love found in riches, 
which will perish 
the moment You require 
of their souls. 

O Father, my Lord and my God, 
I have too much inside my temple, 
I have too much in my heart, 
Your whole kingdom 
and all that You are, 
is inside of me and I must go, 
and share You with others, 
lest I perish along with them, 
covered with their blood of wickedness, 
and abominable sin and blasphemies, 
Lord Jesus, help me! 

I am the Truth You send, 
I am Your Word You send, to dying World, 
I walk with healing power in my hands, 
power no men cam bye, 
no men can sell, 
power no human can posses, 
unless it came from You. 

O Father, 
let me do Your will and let me be like Jesus, 
let Your daughter walk on water, 
and heal the sick and speak Your Word 
with such great boldness and conviction, 
that the nations to see and to believe, 
that it is You 
who does Your works through me, 
for Your glory! 

All men need healing and deliverance, 
all men need salvation, 
and Truth, 
which brakes the chains in peaces, 
Truth so powerful and mighty, 
that destroys the yokes 
and brakes the curse, 
they have been cursed with, 
because of the hardening 
of the hearts of their ancestors, 
from a thousand generations back! 

Who can save, and heal, who can deliver them, 
if not You, Almighty God?! 

Who can open the eyes of the blind, 
and set he captives free forver, 
if not You?! 

I have faith, 
faith is something I will never, ever loos, 
because You gave it to me 
when I was a little girl, 
I have Love, Love so much 
You placed in me even when 
You formed me in my mothers womb, 
I have compassion, 
compassion was my pillow, 
ever since I came to earth, 
I know I am Yours 
and You have prepared me 
for a time such as this, 
I know You and I know who I am, 
a child of the One 
who created the Worlds 
and the heavens 
and everything that was ever created. 

I am Yours, 
I have no doubt that You chose me, 
to do Your will, my spirit bears witness, 
because I am of the Truth, 
because You and I are One! 

I have no doubt in my soul, 
and I forsook my life 
for the sake of the Gospel of Life and Truth, 
the Gospel of God, 
which brought the kingdom 
of the Almighty into the hearts of men, 
who had nothing, 
and all men were born poor 
and needy my Lord! 

All men need to die 
and to be born again, 
born from above, 
born from the water and the Spirit, 
so they may enter into Your glorius kingdom, 
so they may see You as You are! 
Merciful, Loving, Just, Holy, Righteous! 
And no men shall see You without holiness, 
and our holiness and our righteousness, 
if we are not in You, are filthy rugs. 

My heart aches, every time 
I see a brother or a sister in the flesh, 
walking dead, 
yet they think that they are alive, 
and they are happy! 

But Father, please forgive them, 
for they not know what they do, 
they simply do not know You. 

How can the dead know God, 
when You are the God of the Living, 
how can the deaf hear 
the voice of the One 
who wants to teach them all Truth, 
unless You open their ears to hear? 

And how can the mute 
speak the Word of God, 
when they have not 
Your Holy Spirit?! 

How can they call upon Your name, 
and call You Father, 
unless they are born again, 
unless they have faith to believe, 
in Your Son Jesus Christ? 

O Father please intervene, 
intervene today, 
my soul is vexed beyond measure. 

The harvest is plenty, 
but the laborers are few, 
and Your elect, so many of them 
are walking in the flesh 
and are not lead by Your Holy Spirit, 
and only those, 
who are lead by Your Spirit 
they are the sons of God. 

I hurt, and only You my Master 
can take the pain away, 
I hurt so deep at times my Father, 
and I cry seeing with the eyes 
You gave me a World 
walking in great darkness, 
a World separated from You, 
because of so much 
wickedness and sin... 

Who can ease my pain if not You? 
Please intervene. 
I have Love, 
not just human love, 
but the Love of God! 
I have Peace, not just the pace of men, 
but the Peace of God, 
which surpasses all understanding, 
I have Righteousness, 
not human righteousness, 
but the Righteousness of God. 
I have Riches, 
not just riches of the earthly kings, 
but the Riches of God 
which will never perish! 

I have You Living in me 
and I in You 
and this is now, and forever. 

Father, I know You hear me, 
because You and I are One, 
I know You know how I feel, 
because it is You 
who lives inside this temple, 
the temple of Your glory, 
the temple of Your Truth, 
and the way You and I walk in, 
is the way of God. 

Father, You are Greater than me, 
You are Greater than all, 
and I know 
that the Word You send 
though my lips of clay 
will not return unto You void. 

I have You Father, 
I have all, 
I have everything and beyond 
and this is for eternity, 
but the souls which cry 
in the darkness of the Word, 
Your treasures, 
do not give me rest, 
I want the nations 
for my inheritance. 

Father, here I am, 
all I ask of You is this: 
"Father, please send me..."